My Celebrity Look-Alikes xD


The 20-hour Marathon

It all started at 4 am yesterday morning .. a 4 hr bus ride to the capital Vilnius to legalize some papers in the ministry of foreign affairs .. i got there at 8:20 .. tried to call some guys who know the way there .. ‘cuz u gotta walk a bit, then change 2 buses to get there, but nobody answered, so i got a cab .. naturally he charged me triple .. Vilnius cabs are known to be robbers, esp. with foreigners.. it was only 10 min .. but it costed me more than a roundtrip around the city .. anyways i got to the ministry at 8"30 , waited them to open at 9:00 by having a coffee and a sandwich.. the papers were to be ready at noon so I walked around the city center .. went to some historic places .. met an Italian tourist who made me take loads of pix of him EVERYWHERE .. in every park and infront of every statue .. lol .. "pleeeze amigo justa onna more photo ofa meee" .. by 10:30 i was really tired so i called a friend who works in Adidas, but she was busy until noon .. so I went with the italian to have a beer .. He only talked about how pretty Lithuanian girls are .. etc .. etc .. asking me how much booty I get .. which clubs have the best girls .. bla bla bla ..  
At noon i got my papers and met my friend for lunch, she had only 1 hour .. but it was enough .. the Italian wanted to come with me but I told him .. i’m sorry man ..! it’s time for our fellowship to break ..! well.. then while having lunch, the first drops of rain started to fall down, and then it became a shower, with thunder !!.. it was scary!.. I called another friend but he was out of town and won’t come back until 2 pm .. and she couldn’t wait for him to come pick us up and drop her off at Adidas, so she called a cab while i waited for him .. we went to a mall to hide from the rain .. but we were soaked the minute we got down from the car to run to the mall’s entrance .. it was running rivers then .. we had a beer and played some pool ..
At 3"30 pm the rain stopped and he took me to the bus station where I had to go to another city, Kaunas, where I lived and studied for the past 6 yrs, and all my friends still live there. I had to fax some papers to my dad (I didn’t know anywhere in Vilnius where I could do that) .. and give them to my friend ‘cuz the y need some further work at the embassy and he’s collecting everyone’s papers so we can send them together ..
The ride to Kaunas was 1 hr and a half .. i got there at 5 pm .. went directly to the netcafe near the bus station.. faxed my dad .. my friend met me there.. he took the papers.. I met another friend for coffee until 8 pm where my bus back to Klaipeda was leaving ..
I got to Klaipeda at 11 pm .. bought a couple of Shawermas and headed home .. it’s really near so i walked while i ate ,, i got to my flat at 11:30 pm ending a 20-hr Marathon run .. my feet were sore, my back was on fire, my head was throbbing .. i just wanted to take a shower and sleeeeeeeeep .. which i did .. i woke up a couple hours ago (i slept from midnight last night to 9 pm this evening lol) ^^


i have re-thought about it..well..usually it’s easier to take a rest in the beginning of the road..when you get to the middle or the either push harder or just give up already achieved’s how willing you are to finish your quest..not all people do..many are satisfied with the "little" they did.. i’ve always been a competitive contests..but my competition was against myself..i never thought about the others around me..and i have excelled..but now i realize that i should take a look around as well and get inspiration from others..those who are better than me should motivate me to improve and those who are worse should motivate me not to get lazy..BUT..BUT..sometimes I lose this "ambition"..and I don’t know how to get it back .. i guess this is where "He" comes in..right?!..Also,when you do your best you are APT to succeed.If you don’t,then there’s a reason.."He" wants to test your patience..our whole life in a test!

A Question

No one listens…

" a philosophical question "


>>what do you do when you cant go on any further? do you dig deeper into yourself to discover how deep you really are or you just lie down and rest?..i think rest is good but will you be able/or wanting to get up an walk again? there anything called second chances in life? (or third..or fourth..?)




Floating Faerie

05/13/2005 " Re: a philosophical question "

rare incidences there are second chances, but not in the way we might think. Maybe in life with a love gone wrong or job, then there are sometimes second chances at redeeming oneself. I feel you must chose wisely as you might not get that chance you want in life. Whatever it might be. Life is always full of choices and pathways. Sometimes the road we chose is not a smooth ride, but a bumpy one. We can still make the best of what we chose. Look to it as a learning experience. I don’t beleive I could ever sit around idol and be complacent to what is occuring around me. I am very active in all aspects of my life. I feel with that you have more options in growth.
Sorry, could not resist saying something to this.
Hugs to all!
Gina ^j^

I Love Angels


Just Crazy Enough

05/13/2005 " Re: a philosophical question "

This is a very difficult question indeed, and probably a lot of answers would be directly linked to a persons spirituality. My opinion is that we are not coming or going in life, and that it is good just to exist, and focus on the positive things, and to love and be loved by the people in our lives. Day to day we age and move on, and one end is always another beginning, no matter what the situation. We should learn from every experience good or bad, and try not to look toooo deep within ourselves, because then you miss the truth that is all around you. Just try to make life as simple as possible, while following your dreams and your heart, because we only get this ONE life, and when the days pass, you can’t get them back, but everyday you are alive is another chance, it is up to us to see it and sieze the day!

I hope this didn’t sound corny!

The Road To Salvation Lies In Our Hearts…


Have you seen me?

05/13/2005 " Re: a philosophical question "

Dig deeper. What doesn’t kill us in life will only make us stronger and it’s important to always reflect…it helps you grow.

Like the roots of a flower, they need to grow deeper into the earth in order to grow taller towards the sun.

Life is Nothing more than a Symphony of Motions and it is us Who Must Find the Right Dance…



Epic Entry

Last night was crazy !

First .. Omid 16B was playing in Exit ! I had to go .. and i went at 11 .. early for me .. i never go before midnight .. but I wanted to have as much fun as I could ..

well i was drunk by midnight .. I met up with some friends that I haven’t seen in a while – Orangina , China (she’s adorable..) , Kate , Erika … Armando was there too [and some other guys I know, and there was this Nigerian – nice guy…you don’t see Africans often here in Kaunas – he said he talked to me in another club a couple of months ago but ofcourse I’m usually too drunk to remember anything – yeah and there was this guy (Indian – I think) – he was checking out the girls but when I came in and they all turned to me to say hi – hugging and kissing – i saw him looking at me and a-sploding LoL … I liked that feeling – he left very soon after] and of course … the one I was hoping to see – Evelina … I like this girl a lot … I met her about a month ago but we didn’t have the chance to go out … yesterday she was looking great … and she said she broke up with her guy … i was like … oh i’m sorry … but inside i was dancing LoL … she was like … dude it’s okay … so … yeah … I’m definitely calling her later ! and i thought they’re giving out 16B’s new CD for free but they didn’t >=(

Things started to go down at about 4 am … I was talking to some people who were sitting on the ground (yeah u can do that in Exit) and they invited me to sit down with them .. as i did so , my jeans were torn up – khhhhzzzzzttt … he he … luckily no one noticed and It didn’t show – but for me it was embaressing … then this girl with the English accent (Inga) asked me to go upstairs with her so I did & I sprained my ankle by making a wrong step – the pain was enormous & I stood there – out of breath & I started sweating – so a bouncer came over to help me out cuz i couldnt walk & i went home T_T 

When I got home i went up to my flat – I could barely walk … I opened the door , went inside , turned on the light – but it won’t turn on … I was like – shit ! it’s not the time for the hallway light to burn out – esp. that i can’t change it on my own .. it’s high and has this glass bulb around it which is really tight & i hate climbing ladders or anything high … so i went to my living room only to discover that the whole flat has no electricity … now it was about 5 am … I was really drunk … so I went out to check the meter but it was fine … there was no mass or anything … the neighbors’ clocks were working though .. anyway i went back inside and then decided to go back out (for no reason) but I locked the door and forgot where i put the keys … then I thought they’re in my jacket but I coulldn’t find it … in the end I was like okay .. this is all a bad dream .. im locked inside my flat so I must find the keys but maybe they’re outside but they can’t be outside ‘cuz i locked it !!!! and i was scared ( i’m scared of the dark ) so I decided to sleep and leave everything till morning … but then I used my mobile for some light and I found out I put the keys in the drawer of my hallway mirror while getting the key to the electricity meter!..ha ha don’t ask…and then I found I put my jacket in the bathroom – which I don’t remember going into in the first place (don’t ask) .. so anyway i went to sleep & i was woken up at 9 … my neighbors who live downstairs also had no electricity … well all the apartments on MY half of the building had a powercut … and the bitch was blaming ME for it because I had 3 devices in one socket … I was still drunk so I told her – listen .. you always blame me for everything (she once came and claimed there’s water leaking from my flat on her ceiling but it wasn’t true .. her pipes were broken) – I know it’s an old building but back home I live in a 100-year old house (not true – barely 30 LoL but sometimes you need to do that) & our electricity is fine – I only plug the TV , stereo & PC and when I’m out – I turn all of them off so it’s obviously not my fault – go see who plugged something like a fridge and blew out the power – plus those extension cords have 6 holes in them so people can use them … anyway she shut up and left and about 10 minutes later the power came back – but she made me nervous & I had a headache (it might have been a hangover as well) so I slept again – woke up at noon – i was feeling really sick – so I went back to sleep – woke up at 9 pm…

Well tomorrow I’m having classes again (forensic medicine) – I miss going to classes (actually I miss "missing classes" LoL)

>> Lyk oNg Tiff stolded my last entry thinking I wouldn’t know LoL (j/k) I stoldeded it from someone else as well – Ha Ha Ha … check out t3h Scr33N1e !

I also made some webcam pix last night b4 going to the club – It’s been ages since I did that because I didn’t like my hair before (ok that sounded kinda gayish)…well what can I say – I’m a cam whore…

End of Epic Entry  

if you didn’t fall asleep reading this – here’s something for you             

About life

Welcome to life 🙂 It’s called reality 🙂 There will always be something in life you want or want to do, but you don’t feel you can have it. Why can’t you? Life is about living so take each day at a time and always make sure you tell the people in it that you care about them today cause there might not be a tomorrow. The most important thing I’ve learned in my 23 years of being alive is that you need to love yourself before you can love another person and that you don’t need to be thin to be beautiful. -Tiffanie

>> Thanks my dear angel-friend  I’ll keep your words infront of my eyes wherever I go !…sometimes i need a slap of reality to stay awake…

but you know what?..although you can’t always have what you want..this doesn’t mean you should stop’ll be more satisfactory to know you did your best but if it’s not meant to happen then it’s not your fault…you tried!…and should try again!…you don’t stop living until you’re dead…!

>> on the other hand , I talked to Katalina online last night .. it’s been more than a year since we last talked .. she’s really busy with her graduation project but she said she needed a break & wanted to check on me ^^ we talked for less than an hour but it was still nice  

Right Now

  • I need to study
  • I need a new girl
  • I need to go on diet
  • I need to find a new apartment
  • I need to buy new clothes
  • I need a fucking LIFE !


    more ranting…

    My dad called me last night while I was sleeping wasn’t late or anyhing i just crashed early after the Freezing incident! anyway he was like – Listen I got 1 minute left on this card after i last called you so i just want to say hi & we have to talk like in "Question pour un Champion" (a french quiz program where you have to press the button to answer) so I was like Ok, so he said why didn’t u answer you other phone?Are you okay?how’s your health?how’s studies? I miss you! I saw a guy & I thought he’s one of your old friends but he wasn’t..ok bye take care!!..i was barely able to say more than Ummm, Aha & Oh!  O_o the whole thing took 56 seconds!

     On the other hand, the girl broke up with me (not that it really matters anymore)..and i bit my lip by mistake while having it’s swollen 3 times its original size & hurts a lot T_T i tried ice – i hope it helps!
    nothing’s good going on right now .. well i duno .. i’m meeting my best friend today .. she’s a real angel but she also has her problems & she’ll be helping me with mine .. and i feel guilty about it …

    I had some interesting conversations on MSN last night but my junkpiece of a laptop froze and I lost them .. Bleh .. they’d have showed you how deranged & crazy I am .. well maybe next time >_< 

    I’m downloading "Lost Highway" .. anyone out there likes David Lynch?! and .. btw .. if anyone out there got anything for Clan of Xymox and can send me some songs (or albums ~_^ ) via IM (msn or yahoo) please leave a comment & i’ll get back to you. Thx ! it’s hard to find their songs on the internet & the ones on emule are too slow..!

    F*ck IT

    My first addition in a while .. and im pissed drunk..!!..yeah..feels great?,no..not when ur heart is u crazy & makin’ u sick .. so on Thursday i had my fuckin’ cardiology exam .. as i entered the exam room i felt a cold grip on my heart..i was scared..i sat down..took one look at the questions & almost fainted…they wre hard..i wasnt ready for such kind of questions..i went pale..started sweating,..i felt my heart will implode..or burst..the pain was strange..distant pain that came from somewhee deep inside…i had to be excused .. was transmited to the doctor who dagnosed me with heart arrythmia..tachycardia..flutters..due to stress..exhaustion.lack of sleep,excessive caffeine (ab)use. i also had a blood test done & i got anemia which is strange cuz i’m eatin like a pig lately..they let me go & i can re-take exam again (which is good news – yeah kinda) ..

    Last night i had a visit from my 2 bestest friends ever (Greta & Ieva) with another cool dude friend and they brought a whole 1 litre of Tequilla!!MAN!!!!!……but we didnt take pix cuz phone pix suck and we gots no digicam..i tihnk it’d have been cool anyway…to take pix that is..we got Ieva a small cake cuz Friday was her birthday (:*** kisses sugar — love u) we also watched some funneh clips .. Pablo Fransesco ..hes very funny rlly..(ARNOLD IS … Little tortilla boy lol) yeah we also watched SOuth Park (lord of the rings episode) & some Mad TV clips…it was rly good time i am always so happy that my friends keep me company cuz im pretty lonely lonely lately … now im drinking Brandy w/ coke .. listening to this heart-tearing song by the Bahraini singer Khaled Sheikh – Ainaky (your eyes) .. which was originally written by Nizar Qabbani..

    Below is the original poem, (with my translation) [..a few lines were omitted in the song but this is the full version] The song lyrics are included with the pics I attached 🙂 once again apologies if u can’t read arabic 😦 YOU NEED TO LEARN IT :p

     نزار قباني- نهرالأحزان

    عيناكِ كنهري أحـزانِ

    نهري موسيقى.. حملاني

    لوراءِ، وراءِ الأزمـانِ

    نهرَي موسيقى قد ضاعا

    سيّدتي.. ثمَّ أضاعـاني

    your eyes are two rivers of sorrow

    that took me to a time beyond time

    two rivers of music

    in which i’m lost

    الدمعُ الأسودُ فوقهما 

    يتساقطُ أنغامَ  بيـانِ 

    عيناكِ وتبغي وكحولي

    والقدحُ العاشرُ أعماني

    Black tears like flowing rains

    covering your eyes..

    my alcohol

    I’m blinded by the 10th glass  

    وأنا في المقعدِ محتـرقٌ

    نيراني تأكـلُ نيـراني

    أأقول أحبّكِ يا قمري؟

    آهٍ لـو كانَ بإمكـاني

    فأنا لا أملكُ في الدنيـا

    إلا عينيـكِ وأحـزاني

    I’m Burning in my seat

    A fierce fire eating my fire

    Shall I say I Love You, my moon

    Aaah..i wish i could

    for all i have are your eyes..

    and my sorrows

    سفني في  المرفأ باكيـةٌ

    تتمزّقُ فوقَ  الخلجـانِ

    ومصيري الأصفرُ حطّمني

    حطّـمَ في صدري  إيماني

    my ships are broken on the docks

    my gloomy destiny broke me

    broke my faith

    أأسافرُ دونكِ ليلكـتي؟

    يا ظـلَّ  الله  بأجفـاني

    يا صيفي الأخضرَ ياشمسي

    يا أجمـلَ.. أجمـلَ ألواني

    my pretty lilac flower..shall i go on without you

    when you’re a goddess’ shadow to my eyes 

    my green summer .. my sun

    my most beautiful..beautiful colors

    هل أرحلُ عنكِ وقصّتنا

    أحلى من عودةِ نيسانِ؟

    أحلى من زهرةِ غاردينيا

    في عُتمةِ شعـرٍ إسبـاني

    يا حبّي الأوحدَ.. لا تبكي

    فدموعُكِ تحفرُ وجـداني

    Shall I leave you when we’re prettier than April’s coming back

    or a Gardenia in a dark gypsy hair 

    my one love..don’t cry

    your tears burn my deep

     فأنـا  إنسـانٌ  مفقـودٌ

    لا أعرفُ في الأرضِ مكاني

    ضيّعـني دربي.. ضيّعَـني

    إسمي.. ضيَّعَـني عنـواني

    تاريخـي! ما ليَ تاريـخٌ

    إنـي نسيـانُ النسيـانِ

    إنـي مرسـاةٌ لا ترسـو

    جـرحٌ بملامـحِ إنسـانِ

    I am but a lost man

    Who doesn’t know his place in this existence 

    i lost my way

    lost my name

    lost my address

    i  have no history

    iam forgotten 

    a broken anchor

    a wound in the shape of a man

    ماذا أعطيـكِ؟ أجيبيـني

    قلقـي؟ إلحادي؟ غثيـاني

    ماذا أعطيـكِ سـوى قدرٍ

    يرقـصُ في كفِّ الشيطانِ

    أنا ألـفُ أحبّكِ.. فابتعدي

    عنّي.. عن نـاري ودُخاني

    فأنا لا أمـلكُ في الدنيـا

    إلا عينيـكِ… وأحـزاني

    what shall i give you

    my worries?..blasphemy? sickness

    what shall i give you but an uncertain destiny  

    i love you a thousand times

    so stay away from me

    from my burning fire

    for i have nothing

    but your eyes

    and my sorrows




    The Latest Installment of My EXIT pics

    You can have it your way, how do you want it
    You gon’ back that thing up or should i push up on it
    Temperature rising, okay lets go to the next level
    Dance floor jam packed, hot as a teakettle
    I’ll break it down for you now, baby it’s simple
    If you be a nympho, I’ll be a nympho
    In the hotel or in the back of the rental
    On the beach or in the park, it’s whatever you into
    Got the magic stick, I’m the love doctor
    Have your friends teasin you ’bout how sprung I gotcha
    Wanna show me how you work it baby, no problem
    Get on top then get to bouncing round like a low rider
    I’m a seasoned vet when it come to this shit
    After you work up a sweat you can play with the stick
    I’m tryin to explain baby the best way I can
    I melt in your mouth girl, not in your hands (ha ha)

    They took this one on Saturday; I was smashed .. don’t ask 

     P.S. I dance güd