i was reading an article on the internet and the following words caught my attention "dead without death" and it influenced me to write the following …
when things gets hard
and you have no choice
there’s no way out
except by dying
but you don’t know how
and you die trying to die
then you realize
you’re already dead
dead without death
when you live your best days with someone
with nothing and no one comparing to your love
because it’s perfect..
innocent..
honest..
special..
real..
but suddenly
without even realizing
you find yourself alone
without this someone
with no reason or explanation
you’re dead without death
when you wake up everyday
asking yourself who am I and what am I doing here?
and you can’t find an answer
but you still get up anyway
you eat .. drink .. study .. work .. sleep
then you wake up the next day
asking yourself the same question
but still you get up anyway
then you know
you’re dead without death
when you sit with the crowd
listening silently to all the mindless blabber
"i did this" .. "i ate that" .. "listen to my joke"
you’re lost in your own thoughts
you feel strange .. alone and desolate ..
you get bored
counting the seconds to leave
and be alone
but when you do
your own thoughts become a heavy burden
and you long for someone to talk to
you’re dead without death
Friends…
There’s someone dwelling amongst you
dead at heart
dead at soul
but yet still alive
that person is me
Dead without death
